Its a beautiful night, we're looking for something dumb to do..

I think I want to marry you. How trivial. I think after my first two exams I have totally slacked it off with very minimal studying as though I have owned the world. I am so disappointed with the amount that I am putting in and how i ever procrastinate with the long list of "things to do" and ended up with only completing about half expected.

Oh well well.....
This is so disappointing.

I am quite scared about my CAP plummeting this semester instead of the initial deans list thingy that I have hoped for. Ugh the first core paper did not go well and the open book elective went so-so. I am just holding on to the trust of the bell curve believing that I am a tad above the cut and the rest.

There and there again, every time during exams I will feel the pent up emotions and feelings to burst into writing where I will come to my secret hideout for a string of rant.

I have so may wants in my head now );