Raindrops keep falling on my head.

I just realized that I have been neglecting this space of mine for quite a while. Its has been long and hectic since my father's demise.

And all that I have been doing is just trying to catch up with life and school work since I've missed out quite abit. School has been a toil. I haven been an avid mugger like how I wanted it to be but I think I will do alright. (; Just that I dun know if my wish of getting on the dean's list would be fulfilled.

I've been thinking about it alot. It is like how we always say that our lives is just like a checklist, everytime we pass some point in our lives, we check whatever that we have accomplished and go on to check the others. Some of the check lists in my life include: getting on deans list, get a good job, earn big bucks, get married extravagantly, have kids, get my kids into the best school, get a luxurious car and house, make sure my kids are the elites of the society, retire young, die gloriously.

Ouch. Thats about life isn't it.
So superficial. So boring. Its not one of a kind.

So now: DEANS LIST IS THE ONE AND ONLY GOAL IN MY LIFE. till i meet it.
Exams start tomorrow. Start your engines, ladies and gentlemen.